牢骚

天，终于又让我过了一关。尽管只是个小小的期中考，但却不知曾几何时我开始感觉透不过气来了。忙，其实也可以让我们暂时忘记许多事情，开心与不开心，都记不起了，没有多余的时间与心情去想起，因此忙也未尝不是件好事。

Gosh, it comes to the end. Although this is just a mid term test, but I have forgotten since when I started to feel suffocation. Busy, in other words, can temporarily keep the matters away, no matter happy or upset, there won't be remembered. There is no time and no mood to remember those, and this would turn up to be a good sign.

看多了别人的部落格，eh? 才发现原来有图画的部落格更吸引人。
不可否认，现代人都逐渐忽略了文字的存在，每每在呈现一样东西时，一定会附上图片共参考，还有五彩缤纷，而文字成了一种衬托。

After searching for others' blogs, eh? Just realised that it would be more attractive by presenting pictures on the blog. We couldn't deny that nowadays the word is being neglected since there are pictures and colours for reference on everything to be presented, and word turned out to be the supporting one.

我是否也该开始不断的上载图片、照片、自恋照？呵呵，应该不会“不断”，只是会“偶尔”吧！
部落格就像日记，有附加图片的日记应该更显生动与吸引。

Does it means that I have to upload those pictures, photos and my selfie as well? Haha, maybe yes, but it will be occasionally instead of frequently. Blog is as a diary, therefore it will be more attractive and vivid by presenting word with pictures.

最近心情起伏蛮大的，做人难。
不知道什么时候该理智，什么时候该疯狂。
活在世上，总是在意身外物，每一分每一秒都活在别人的眼光下。

My emotion changed frequently in recent, and I found that, it is hard to human being.
Not sure when I should be rationale and so do crazy.
Live in the word, we are always care about the things beyond us. We live under the vision and criticism of others for every minutes and seconds.

有多少人是不在意别人的眼光？
我也很在意。明明别人要怎麽看是别人的事，但自己却会不自在起来。
说是说不必在意，但做起来又是另外一回事了。

How many peoples could say that they do not care about the vision from others?
I am very care too though I knew there is the issues with others and yet I can't deal it with easily.
Some one said this doesn't have to be care about, however it is hard when you have to do it.

我能够把握自己想要的吗？

Could I get what I want?

其实这世界根本就是个充满矛盾的瓶子，或黑或白，却夹杂着缤纷色彩，不矛盾么？

Actually this world is a bottle that full of contradiction, it got black and white, yet it still got other colours. Isn't it contradicting?

是否每次决定权落在自己手里时，我就得听天由命？

Do I have to follow what's the God tell whenever I have the right to decide everything?

相信抛硬币吗？字和花，看看谁映进我眼帘。

And, do you believe in coin throwing? Word and flower, let's see which side to be shown.

温习时无聊时逃避时自恋时。

Photos during revision, bored, escaping, narcissism.