A part of my ordinary life

Started to write in English.(hehe)

Recently was busy on SPM, I don't know the reason that why would I felling quite enjoy for this long period. Before SPM, i am worry and feel nervous to facing the exam, especially in bm, i wish to done it as well as possible. i dont want to wasting the material over the years. i mean the notes from tutorial centre, are represent to diligently and intention of tuition teachers.feel like i dont want to waste teacher's ingenuity. Teachers were prepared a lot of exercise for us. i think that if i am still do not study all the notes which given by teachers, i am truly unworthy of the teachers.

yesterday i was went to my friend's house to do revision of add math. she got a cousin who just 6 years old, next year is going to study in primary school. the 1st impression that i get from him is he is a quiet boy and a good boy. since i had went into my friend's house, he was doing his homework, until i leave her house. but i think i was wrong, because i had observed that my friend's family were treat him ferocious, its totally unexpected.
after this only been my friends told me the reason.

that time i was meditating, the situation was same as my home, because my mother also becomes a nanny. sometimes she beated the baby brutal, of course it is not abuses, but just teaches them with angry mood...haha, i do not blamed accustomed to see.

just at the same time, got some feeling on it.
feel that nowadays, many parents will get a job even if they got a baby. the result is they will entrust their baby to someone, such that nanny. sometimes i really feel sympathy for those baby. when the babies were sicked, why the people that take care of them weren't their parents but is the babies' nanny, such as my mother. this is originally a duty of those parents to the babies, why would now put the responsibility to the nanny who take care of their baby?
sometimes is really sympathy to my mother too.

hmm, this is just some feeling in my part of life. now i should cheer up the spirit to study again....5 more subjects, i will try my best on it.