同事爱

开始打仗了开始打仗了！

没想到第一天第一个星期就来那么刺激的。
第一天就工作到很迟，夜半三更的才到家。这是我进公司以来第一次真正体会到别人口中的OT。
因此这几天下来每天都马不停蹄的与时间赛跑，一大早开电脑就开始打字工作到天黑，手指头也微微发疼了。

这，就是我工作的性质。暂时觉得很新鲜，但我觉得我很快就会厌倦。付出的时间与精神远远超过了自己所得的，但我相信会有别一方面的回报的。

就好像，这心情。
虽然第一天开始后就停不下来，甚至连晚餐的时间也花在工作上了，胃部甚至开始觉得痛了，但我还是心甘情愿的工作。

说实在，这大半年来我过得很开心，和这群人共事更是我最大的收获。
他们使我知道，工作原来也可以那么开心。

在他们心目中，我可能是一个有很多问题问，又有点傻里傻气的人；不太会驾车，又怕麻烦的人；许多东西不会，时常做傻事的人。
很多时候他们带给我温暖，他们的每一句简单的问候和关心都让我觉得感动和窝心。

当我和他们出去吃完晚餐狂欢后自己驾车回家时他们会问我安全到家了吗；半年相处下来当我第一次离开他们自己一个人远赴森美兰工作时他们会关心我问我安全到达了吗，遇到载你的人了吗；他们会来信息和远处的我说早安，慰问我过得还好吗，senior对我好吗；当我夜半三更自己一个人从远处等火车回Rawang时他们会不断问我上了火车吗，到家了吗，甚至在一个小时的车程里牺牲睡眠不断陪我聊天直到收到了我安全到家的信息才愿意入睡。

这些很简单的问候，感受却格外的重，他们的关心和保护无时无刻都让我很感动。
当我遇到问题请教他们都愿意帮助我，尽管一些生活中的小事情他们在嘲笑过后也会无条件教导我，因此，我真的很感谢他们。

他们是一群逼着我学会驾车走在KL路上的人；他们是一群带我走到更远的人。
许多事情，我可能需要更长时间去适应和学习，但因为他们，我却一次次的被逼着自己去面对和学习。因此，我如今已经不再害怕驾车去公司，不再害怕驾车到更远更陌生的地方，不再害怕去面对陌生的环境和陌生的人。

也因此，我愿意与他们一起熬夜通宵加班，一起完成手头上所有的事情。
因为我知道，我不是一个人的。

我只希望我没有带给大家太多麻烦之余还可以助他们一臂之力。
朋友说，我很幸运，遇见一群好的同事，好的Senior。
朋友还说，我有很多同事爱。
我点头，我微笑。

与你们早就成了习惯

不晓得从什么时候开始，原本很讨厌在家里工作的我，开始不再有这种感觉。
之前就会觉得，在公司对电脑能够对上一天，眼睛有时候甚至会很酸很累，晚上回到家就再也不想开电脑，尽管是假日。当时是认为，工作只是工作，为何还要利用我的私人时间去处理工作的事情？

时间真的是在眨眼间过的，看，今天已经是2015年的9月了。一年了，记得去年的这个时候我还在前一间公司煎熬着呢！多么快又一年了。在现任这间公司上班，每一天的日子都过得好快。我真不敢相信就快要一年了，但感觉起来却像是刚踏入公司不久。

感觉。


其实我拿了几天的假期，连着周末一共有五天的长假。没有要去什么特别的地方，就只是为了clear leave。明明是光明正大的放假，但我这个假放得好不自在。

原来早就习惯了一个星期休息两天工作五天的制度；
原来早就习惯了一早起身赶火车赶塞车找停车位的日子；
原来早就习惯了一星期五天的忙碌；
原来早就习惯了每一天和他们说早安吃午餐道再见。


还真不可思议，如今对我而言，工作不只是工作，它包含了责任、习惯和每天见面的人们。
不知道从什么时候开始，会盼望星期一的到来，会不舍星期五的结束；
不知道从什么时候开始，会不知觉的在周末与他们分享自己的节目，会拍摄身边的事物景色给他们看。
可能这就是不知觉中所养成的一个习惯。

假期过了三天，我在家却有点煎熬。想到大伙儿都在忙着打仗，自己却在家什么都帮不了。
只能开着电脑等着电邮，期盼有人能分点工作给我做，他们却叫我享受我的假期。
于是我就来到了这里。

原来融入一个新的圈子是那么的好玩，你会发现之间的联系一天比一天的多，感情一天比一天的深。这种感觉总是很窝心。

但也必须要承担离别那一天那种心痛的感觉。
我知道一定会有这么的一天，只好告诉自己更珍惜当下。
可能接下来就会一个一个的说再见，然后我就会承受一次又一次的不舍与难过，甚至到最后只剩下自己。

有得必有失吧，总而言之遇见你们也是我人生中一大幸运的事，我会好好珍惜你们每一个陪我走过这段岁月的人，感谢你们教会我的每一件事。

Farewell party 2015

Been waiting for quite some times, and finally was the day. Those days were the day I enjoyed the most during my secondary school, and even for now maybe. I was getting excited by seeing those familiar faces, the old school, and the old band.

Nothing had changed, but our ages. The years of graduating keep on increasing however I can't do anything to prevent it. Look at my Euphonium, and I realised time is still cruel. It took away of its shine, it corroded its golden surface. This made me sad, but these also represent the hard works and the memories that every players had gone through, with the Euphonium.

I had imagined for many times, to combine and play song with my dear band members like what we always did as previous. Since the day graduated from high school, this scene is nearly impossible for us. But finally we did it, we combined, for every sections, though it was small, and a bit of incomplete, with also a conductor, some previous scores, and we started to play.

I will always find myself enjoyed in playing music. Of course this must be played together with other band members. I was so desperate to play the old songs, the songs we always play during our era in band, Ocean Ridge, Blue Ridge, Babylon, I had enjoyed every single notes that I played, until the last note, and hold, and stop.

Because of not playing for a very long time, our tones were no longer sound nice, we get tired easily after we buzzed constantly for a few high notes. Compared to previous, our stamina were no longer there, our side reading skills, playing skills, fingering had all gone with time uncontrollably. Somehow we still continue to play, don't bother how was the sound like, nobody will care for it.

We just want to let the memories live again, we just want to experience like what we experienced as previous, the days full of music and happiness.

After playing for few songs, after we gained our satisfaction, we finally gathered at McD, and there started our long chatting session. I can't believe that we had chatted for so many hours. We keep talking on band, threw back the interest and funny parts that we did previously in band, keep on laughing non-stop.

I really enjoyed to the max. After so many years, I still feel the same, this was the thing that never changed.
I love you guys, I love my Euphonium, I love band. Thanks everybody for making this to happened, thanks for making time to come back, thanks for all the contribution, thanks for the juniors for preparing the farewell party, it was simple, but it was meaningful to every one of us.