Tuesday 11 March 2014

时日无多

这种感觉是突然间来袭的。
当我看到了这个:
11 Things that make you cry at the end of university (http://www.thedailytouch.com/sean/11-things-that-made-you-cry-at-the-end-of-university/)
很突然的,这篇文章似乎提醒了我什么,我恍然大悟--时间不多了!

This feeling was came in a sudden.
While I saw this: 11 Things that make you cry at the end of university
The article was just like a reminder which reminded me something, I got a shock and realised, I am running out of time!

真的,我的大学学院生涯,我的念书时光,所剩无几了!
感觉很恐怖,我不想那么快就结束。
这好像是最后了,过完了这些时日,我就再也没有机会念书,再也没有机会当个青涩的学生了。

It's true, the time in university college and the time for studying are left nothing much.
It feels horrible, I don't want it to be ended so fast.
But seems like it really comes to the end, after these days pass through, I will no longer have the chance to study anymore, I will no longer a student anymore.

我不想放下我的书包;不想脱下我的球鞋。
尽管有时书本很难啃,考试很难捱,但我不想我从小到大对了十多年的生活和习惯就这样被逼着改变。很残酷,总是逼着我把这些都变成往后的回忆。明明现在似乎抓得住,但却怎么也抓不牢。明明我此时此刻还是个学生,但下一刻却什么都不是了。

I don't want to put down my bag; I don't want to take off my shoe.
Even though sometimes there are some hard times to be gone through, lots of revisions and to sit for the exams. I don't wanna change my habit and lifestyle which brought from childhood but I am forced to change. It's so cruel, life always forces me to transform the things become a pass. It seems like I can hold it now, but I couldn't hold it tight. Obviously I am still a student now but it could be nothing by the next second. 

没有错的话,3月31日就是我念书的最后一天。
剩下半个月的时间,感觉好像只剩下一秒钟。下一秒将会化为乌有。

If I am not mistaken, 31st of March will be last day of my study.
About half month left, but it feels like only one second left, and the next second will turn to be nothing left.

四年,就这样来到尾声了。
说过不让自己做后悔的事,但怎么感觉总有些遗憾留在了学院生涯里。
感觉好像有太多事情没有完成。
感觉四年时光好像浪费太多在念书。

Four years, and it comes to an end.
I had promised myself for not regretting myself in doing everything, but at the end there are still some regrets happened in my college life.
I feel like I have too much tasks that I haven't completed.
And seems like I have wasted too much time on studying.

我错过了大家最最疯狂的时候;错过了大家最最活跃的时候。
尽管后两年我已经很努力的去追回错过的岁月,但却力不从心了。
有看开了一点,学会了一点,但错过的岁月与回忆也追不回来了。

For example, I had had missed the crazy times with them, and the times when they were enjoying to the extreme. 
Even though I tried my best to capture the missing time in the last 2 years, but I couldn't catch up all.
Yes I have already learnt to see widely but the truth is that the moment I have missed out is no longer recoverable. 

此刻开始,我更要看完学校的每一株树木每一棵花草、每一个地方每一个角落,并尽量把它们记起来,让以后的自己回味那些年青涩的自己。

Started from this moment, I want to see each and every of the trees and flowers, places and corners in the college. I want to remember them so that I can recall what I see today in the later days and years.

虽然,我四年的学院生活可能没有别人那么的充实与精彩,但这就是属于我的故事。
或许比较烦闷,比较贫乏,但我还是很开心我这四年铺出了属于我自己的故事。
其实也没有白白浪费,这四年里,我看见了许多,也学会了许多。
这许多,是书本里所没有的,很珍贵的知识。

Though, my four years college study life may not be as wonderful as others, but this is the story that only belong to me.
Perhaps it is quite boring and dull, however I am still happy that I have composed my-own-self story.
Indeed it cannot be saying that it is wasted, instead I have learnt and saw a lot of things within these 4 years.

谢谢每一位陪我走过这四年的人和物、每一位曾经出现在这四年生活里的人和物。
没有你们,就没有属于我的故事,也没有属于我和你们的故事。
谢谢你们,让我学会成长,让我学会更多,看见更多。
怀着一颗感恩的心,开始回顾这四年的求学生活。

Thanks everyone who had accompanied me in these 4 years, and everyone who had appeared in these 4 years
Without you, it would not form the story of me, and the story between us.
Thank you for guiding me all the ways passed by, you all have inspired me to learn more than what I could learn.
Started to look retrospectively for the 4 years study life, with a grateful heart.